complicated

a new life? what will it be if i want to have a new life? being a girl who can have anything she want? or staying in the corner, just do the things that she want?

you were right bout what you said. what happen in the past should just stay in the past. taking it as reason to reject people is the stupidest reason ever. besides apologies, there's nothing else i can say. not sure what's the thing that im afraid of. secure? or being hurt? tho not in the relationship, but im acting in the same way when comes to friendship. people said that we shouldn't be sorry of being ourselves. is always depends on whether that person can accept it or not. a lilttle mistakes that i'd made, actually will become a big deal for me. guess, is time to let go...

you always ask me to stay at the place where i first met you cause that was the best part of me. not too sure what you were trying to tell me but.. i'll try. everything is changing as we move on in our life. maybe being an "angel" will not work in the wolrd anymore. *breath*

long way to go...

"there's a place in
your heart
and i know that it is love
and this place could
be much
brighter tomorrow
and if you really try
you'll find there's no need
to cry
in this place you'll feel
there's no hurt and sorrow"

heal the world, Micheal Jackson

the mixup

yes!!! finally i get the white one instead if the blue one!! woohooo~!!! hahaha have no idea wat i'm talking about?! just read the bottom of my previous post... hehehe

uni will be starting soon..
the distance between me and you..
will be so much closer..
was it the end of the story?
or is just the beginning of it?
this is so complicated..

birthday present

okay, my table actually wasn't that tidy. hahha it was more messy than this. is juts that wanna watch some drama on youtube. so kinda push all the papers aside. oh well, photo can cover thousand lies. hahha...

oh yeah!!!! finally!!! complete things that i wanna do..

tho is late, but still complete the lovely birthday present. haha make sure you love me this time =p anyway, pick something simple and nice this time. hopefully you'll like it. so shall let you have a peep first..

happy belated birthday babe- Vanessa =)

anyway,dad told me that he might buy proton saga for me and my sis. and my sis keep insist wanna take the blue colour one. damn, can i not drive a blue car to col?! aiyaiyai~

-is time to take my shower!! wooohooo~!!!-

bum into myself

I LOVE YOU, ANGELA!!!!

haha now u might think that im insane. gonna tell you, yea, kinda. oh well, when for haircut and did a little shopping for my friends's present. *proud* still working out on the birthday card. think due to having a too long break, my brain is not functioning. damn.

anyway, finally get a peace of mind. thought my mom will screw me up when i said im going ou alone. but surprisingly, she just question me. haha thing went out quite fine today. walking around in ou and spotted a hot couple. woah~ if and only i have a camera with me, i'll post it up here. they look like a model. haha hot hot..

seriously, shopping alone is so cool man!! hahha right, susu?!
lolx..

random things:
-went google shah and tsu ann's picture, hahaha...
- googled anushya also.. but came out shah and tsu's pic..

okay, ignore me.. =p